Honestly this is a bit how I'm feeling at the moment. It's amazing how one moment I can be feeling like everything is going great and then in the space of a few hours it can all turn. It doesn't necessarily mean that things have changed, more that it's my perspective of things that has changed. But it makes me think of the lyrics of one of my much-loved bands tunes (Lamb)
"some people turn to pills and things
to help them through the day
to take them up or down or just
to ease the blues away
but me i really want to feel
the ups and downs of life so real
happy or sad emotions reign
my tears flow just the same"
Anyhow, for quite some time our Siamese cat would kill a bird, then leave it lying around, uneaten. It seemed like such a waste of a life to me, for something to be killed just to be used as play thing. All though I'd rather she didn't kill them at all, if she is going to kill them, I wanted her to at least eat it! So anyway, perhaps she does listen to me after all, as this was the gift I was left a couple of days ago. Quite beautiful, in a macabre kind of way.
